Happy to Be Dumb

Now i've realized i'm happy to be math stupid. From the day i was born, i didn't really know i was really dumb until "certain ppl" told me. Yeah, i remember when i was in primary sch , how the math teachers hated me. They hated me for the very fact that i was stupid in math and i was on the verge of failing every math test. Well, i admit i was a lazy child. But i always question myself,"wat made me different from the rest"?This bubble of stupidity, was i born into it? Why can't any of the "math essense" penetrate it? Does this even make sense. I realized after that that this 'stupidity' is actually a gift. Y so? Well, i realized that ppl who are stupid in math has actually more "Why's " in their head than any other people. They tend to think more and question why it is so, y the equation is as simple as that. Many could argue with my reason, but in my case, it is so. Many had given up on me since i was small, they tell me to stay away from math which is also to discourage me into taking any science subject. I was officially known as "stupid". And yet, here i am taking calculus...hmmm....

So, to cut the story short, everyone can do math it's just different from everyone. It depends on how many "Why's " they have in their head. As my smart friend ever told me, " Just shut up and don't ask so many questions in math" @ dismiss the "Why's " in ur head. Haha.....

Gaia in Progress

Twisting like a song

Yet Smooth to the Touch

Cold and Daunting

I Pleaded too Much

Touch her and You Feel

The Pain and Sorrow

Do you think She'll even be there Tomorrow?

Save Her We Will

Weeping is a Start

I'll wait by the Windmill

Where we'll see the reasons to our Hearts

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She is barely standing

Her knees are hard

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